Montreal moment....

Medical #3 or was it #4.....

Well the news I got yesterday was that I should go ahead and update the medical....needless to say was not very happy to hear that. I get knots in my stomach every time more and more paperwork needs to be done and no referral in sight.....

Deadlines...

Well I'm sitting on my deck with my morning coffee...a beautiful day is unfolding here and yet all I think of is logging on to check to see if there is any news....and sadly there is not....on Friday I contacted my agency to see if I should go ahead and update my medical. It expires on June 15, and while it is still a month away, I want to make sure to get an appt. etc...Not sure at this point if I'll have to then pay for a new medical and/or if my doctor will just sign a new form; however, don't want to have any "paperwork" glitches etc....Anyhow so depending on what response I get, that is if they say to get another medical then my wait continues, if they say that the one they have is good, then perhaps my wait won't be for much longer....in the meantime I continue to try to keep busy...M. and her daughter visited last weekend, but it was rainy etc. The tulip photo I posted was taken by M., and we managed despite the cold and rain to get some good pictures as the tulip festival is in full swing here in Ottawa. Needless to say while we were there, I imagined next year visiting dow's lake with my child and it seems that in addition to the tulips, my focus was on all the babies with their families....so....all this to say, I wait and wait, and then when I think I can't wait any longer, I wait some more........

Tulip Festival